Cheez-It!

Okay, you all, I have an addiction to confess: I love Cheez-Its. Maybe it's because they're the only thing in the vending machine that I'm actually eating right now. Maybe it's because I love cheese (yeah, that's probably it). Maybe it's because I often have the munchies and I'm trying to find a replacement for what I normally eat, which would (no matter what it is) contain sugar. In any case, I have experimented with other brands, but Stauffers and Kraft just don't hold a candle to Sunshine Cheez-Its.

However, I have a little problem. These delightful crackers make me very depressed--almost as much as the pancake syrup that helped me try to drive on the other side of the road and try to run into a train. LOL! (And end up in a fit of tears at home, asking my mommy or my daddy to help me do the work that I had to do that day...) Anyway, I've eaten these crackers often enough and seen the same results every single time. Observable, repeatable...you'd really think it's scientific and, being scientific, that I would respond in a way that would seem appropriate--by not eating them. But, despite knowing that they depress me and make my face puff up rather grotesquely (and I have gone to church like this--LOL!), I chose to eat them the night before I took the CAAP exam. I felt HORRIBLE yesterday, especially during the test. The writing part went well, but it was downhill from there. I was so tired and depressed that I just gave it a moderate effort instead of my best effort. After all, who really cares? Sure, someone will find out my scores...but...in the meantime, my grades in my classes matter much more to me.

Therefore, it is time for me to get on-task and get another article summarized--this one's on critical thinking (six pages) and it's for my Intro. to Education class. Then I have a whole list of other things I need to do...for tomorrow. LOL! I'm not exactly looking forward to another late night, so I'm thinking about doing the bare minimum and trying to get some more sleep tonight. We shall see.

I left church early tonight--since I didn't like the food and there weren't any people there that I wanted to talk to. LOL!

"I Am a Promise"

The song that I heard...and thought was old...over a decade ago...is a song that Samuel would like to do with the Children's Choir. I saw the title and sang the first couple lines, asking him if that was the one. "Yes." Then I started laughing. I'm really sorry...I couldn't help it. LOL! Listen to it for yourself...if you don't already know it. I cannot see the children's choir at church singing that (I can't even see myself playing it). But...stranger things have happened, I suppose. LOL! "Do you not like it?" Um, well...it's not that...it's just that hearing it cracks me up. Okay, anyway. And I finally found a clip of it online to make sure that what I was remembering was correct...so I'm blessing you with it.