Looking at my LJ calendar...

I posted quite a bit starting in March of 2003 and continuing through October...but then it started dropping off...I think that's when we got into the Christmas rush at work and when I was going to the chiropractor constantly.

I have less time, energy, and desire for much interaction on LJ, which makes me sad...because there's so much I want to say about what I observe in my life and in the lives of those I encounter regularly. But I can't say it because it's too complex for me even to understand. And yet...to discuss these matters with others might help me come to some understanding. I guess part of what seems so complex to me is that I've come to a point of asking questions for which I can see no explicit Scriptural answers. Like how to respond to men...obviously, there are general principles...and common sense...but specifics? And the more I see of the world outside my home, the more I realize that being outside my home (even while I live at home) means dealing with issues that Scripture doesn't seem to address directly.

Since I am more away from home and pursuing things that have been pretty much my own choice, I also make decisions about the specifics involved...and I'm always second-guessing my decisions, because I'm just not sure.

I need to shower now, so I must break off here...perhaps I shall continue later, although writing this would be more for my own benefit than for the pleasure of my LJ friends.=\